rambles and shambles

I hope you can guess what this is about from the title. If not, it makes sense, because what I'm about to write is really not much to do with the title whatsoever. That's how I roll. What you are about to read is a list of things I hate. See, I happen to be one of those people who just hate so many things but feels, I don't even know, bitchy, I guess, telling people. It's not that I particularly care about their feelings, because although I do generally care about people's feelings, I'm not in the least bit bothered when they're hurting mine, but actually the reason I say nothing is because it changes things and I like avoiding confrontation to the extent I can. I also believe that whenever you have a problem, sit down, feel sad, wait till it go's away, then forget it's existence. It's the way forward. I know it sounds silly, but really, forgetting things is better. You've already learnt from them, and holding on to them is holding you down, like an anchor at the bottom of the sea. You have to let go. 

So anyway, I hope people who I know read this list and just don't mention it and stop doing these things because they make me sad okay, that's kind of why I hate them.

1. People who are condescending and patronising. 

2. People who think I'm stupid. I'm not stupid, I'm cleverer than you, and while you achieve a satisfactory amount in life, I'll be better. 

3. People who think they know everything about me. Why in the world do you think you know what I do at home?

4. People who think I do nothing to help my parents and I'm a spoilt bitch. What is it that makes you think this way? Do I flaunt off all my money and purchases? No. Yes, I excitedly tell you about them, but that's because I'm HAPPY. Try the feeling out, see if it fits. I just don't understand how people can guess how much I help out at home by my behaviour and/or attitude in school. Seriously, I help out a lot more than most people. 

5. People who make fun of my height. I don't care who you are, I don't care how close we are, it's not funny. I don't find it funny, and if you're just saying it to make other people laugh even though you know it hurts my feelings, maybe you're not my friend after all. 

6. People who just generally make jokes about me/at me to make other people laugh. Is this what this friendship is about? There's a line. I don't mind with some to most people, because they're just nice, light-hearted jokes, and I can shrug it off because I know they don't mean anything. But there is an extent, naturally. If you know I don't like being made fun of on a specific topic, eg height and intelligence, then don't, because I won't shrug it off, and I'll just begin to resent you. 

7. People who make fun of how young I look. Do you think that I don't own a mirror? Do you think I haven't realised, after living with myself for approximately fifteen years? Just shut up, okay, or move. 

8. People who challenge my beliefs. I don't care what you think, I'm not going to change my opinion, and telling me my opinion is stupid and wrong is going to get neither of us anywhere. 

PICK FLOWERS NOT FIGHTS

A note to end this on: I respect hippy's and I wish I were one. Promoting peace and smoking weed all day sounds like a blissful way of life, no?