I have this brilliant way of ignoring the terrifying thought of my exams until late at night, when not much can be done. Then I go into terror mode, so I write down some sort of revision plan to reassure myself that I know what I'm doing, then I have some cereal in bed to soothe my nerves.
But I really should revise, right now. Since I got home, I've watched TV, made lists on the internet, and watched TV on the internet, (and spend time with my perfect baby sister). Productive, I know. No need to congratulate me.
However, in my mock for PE (the exam I'm dreading the most), I got 86% in the first paper and 93% in the second! Very proud of myself. However again, that doesn't mean I'll do particularly well in the real exams. I want an A*, simply because I desperately want an iPhone. It is my only motivation right now.
I'm completely consumed by school right now. Today has been nice, because it's Friday, but other weekdays and even weekends are full non stop full of revision, homework and controlled assessments. I'm itching for summer, for pretty clothes and an actual chance to wear them, for sunshine, for some kind of fun and freedom feeling. I think I've bagged a job for summer, so that's good! It'll be the first time I make money, ruling out the two hours I worked for my dad, where all I did was fold letters and seal them into envelopes. I got over 200 done. It was endearing stuff.
So this is just one of those blog posts. I just started my bucket list, made a short term to do list, and updated my lists of films to watch and books to read. I'm halfway through Jane Eyre, and it's wonderful! However I wish the corners would stop becoming dog-eared, because it isn't my copy. Life.
I think tonight I'm going to do some PE revision, make some people paper-chains for my room, and clean my room. I might write before I go to bed, I've been so consumed by the horrors of school I haven't had any time.
Oh, and on Sunday it is my perfect baby sister's first birthday! I can tell you nobody is as excited as I am, honestly, I just can't wait! I'm going to bake her fudge cupcakes too. To be honest, I think I enjoy baking more than actually eating them. Baking is just so calming and wonderful and blissful.
I really need to finish that scarf I started knitting around a century ago.
I'd really like to post outfits I wear on here, but is that wierd?
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